Interview

So tommorow is the day where I have to become a client that has to be interviewed by a lawyer from another group. Tbh I'm very nervous, can I do it?

Well basically, as a client, I'll be the one that will approach the lawyer, and shares my grandma story with him or her with the hope that he or she would be able to solve my problems.

The problem is basically about a guy that entered into a contract with a company where I agreed to test their product for them. And because of that I'll have to climb a mountain phewww~~~

After succeeding, it is agreed by us that we will held a dinner gala where I'll become the main character and basically tell my experience in using the product. But somehow, I suddenly fell unwell and I didn't want to go to the dinner. So I told my secretary to just called of the dinner and told the company that I won't be able to come.

Enraged, the company threatens me that the will treat my non attendance as a breach of our contract. And because of that they wishes to bring the matter to the court, and they would like to sue me for 10 million!! Wow!! I could never ever pay that Much money!!

That much just because I couldnt attend such dinner? That's really unfair! Because whatever happens I already done part of my contract, and the most important part too, that is becoming their lab rats. 10 million is just too much! Because whether I attend or not is not important, they could still sell the products!

And thats why I have to meet the lawyer, so he could help me solve the problem. I told him everything except the real reason why I couldnt attend the dinner. Its because I already have an ongoing contract with another company who offers much higher money to me. Its too good to be rejected. If I go to the dinner, I won't be able to enter into a contract with the other company.

So what should I do?

Still remember?

Do you still remember?

"Jangan nakal nakal mim da cop dlu"

Yes, and that will never change, mim da cop dlu hahahaha XD

With you

I know I'm not the best guy,
I know I sometimes I make you mad,
Sometime make you feel like you're not important,
Make you feel like I'm always doubting you.

I over think things a lot,
I annoyed you a lot,
And sometimes post something that will make you feel discontent.

But hey,
I'm just being passionate,
And more importantly being me,
I might make you feel bad sometimes.

But trust me,
Its all because I just wanted to be with you,
More than any other guy could ever feel.

Jealous

I want to take those happy picture with you too..

I want to go there too..

I want to take a picture where you smiled like that, or possibly more..

I want you to only look at me, and not to the other guys..

Because

I can't stand it whenever you're apart
Sometimes I'm worried
Hey are you thinking about me too?
Have your feeling never changed?

Those questions kept popping on my mind
It's not that i'm not trusting you
It's just that I'm worried that someday
I might be nothing to you.

Tell me that I'm not alone
That i'm not walking down through this abyss
All by myself like a lone wolf that's separated from its pack.
Tell me that you'll be here to walk by my side.

Just the thought of you getting close with another guy
It kills me
I'm worried that there's somebody there that's going to,
Stole my position in your heart.

Over thinking kills me,
Do you talk to them the way that you talked to me?
Do you smile to them like the way that you smiled to me?
I really hope that's not the case.

Whatever it is,
Just know that i'm always be there for you
Although not physically,
I'll always be there
Whatever happens,
I'll still be there.

Because I'm your best friend.
You're special friend,
And you're special to me ;)

It Never Changed - Day 8

Its almost at the end of the year, its the time where everyone suddenly become so happy. It contradicts the beginning of the year where everyone looks so lethargic and almost like a zombie. It was announced that the school going to held a festival. A school festival. You know where everyone would eat all day and returned home with a tummy ache. Suddenly, there's a suggestion that the class should participate in the festival by opening up a booth.

That really lightens up Carl's mood. Because he is very excited with such proposal. It's going to become a new experience for him. Gab also seems to be excited with it. But to be honest, will he be needed? After all, Carl doesn't know how to do things, he doesn't know how to cook, he has terrible communication skills and yeah, he is worried. So being a chef is out of the question and being the the one who will take care in the counter? He's too nervous and awkward to do that.

And so the fated day arrived. Carl has just got to the school gate where he was greeted by his fellow classmates. They called up to him to help Gab to bring the carbonated drinks from her sister's car. So the guys brought him to the car. "Why do I suddenly feel so nervous?" It must be meeting her sister make him feel that. So the car's boot was being open. Carl saw a lot of white plastic bags which surely contains the beverages. One or two were handed to him.

When the bags were given to him, Carl eyes opened big. "Oh my god!, these bags are so heavy!" he talks to himself. "No! I must maintain my facial expression and body posture, I cant show them I'm pathetic but I'm a man!" He thinks he should be cool in front of Gab. With a slow and steady walk, he brought the drinks to their booth. Carl glads that it went well.

Then Carl saw a "Dino Milo" sign. There's a cute dinosaur there. "It must be drawn by Gab", Carl was pretty sure that since the art style was clearly Gab's. "Dino Milo? What kind of Milo is that?"
Carl does seem to be interested by such cute name. And so everyone were assigned to their respective assignments. Some were chosen to be a chef and etc. So for Carl, he was given an iron stick and a basket of ice. "Huh? What do I do with this?" Carl with a confused face. Suddenly, Gab talk to him, she asks him to crush the ices to a much tinier pieces. Since, it was from Gab, Carl just nod and starts the operation.

"Well, this is actually quiet hard and tiring". As he was focused in doing it, together with full of responsibilities and passion. Gab suddenly talked to him again. "Can you really do it? You're not tired?" with a cute voice and naughty giggles. A bit embarrassed and caught off guard. Carl quickly answer it with saying "Of course I can" with a very slow voice. Then, Gab continued her work again.

At that time, a thought crossed Carl's mind. "She is so cute", with a little bit of blushing.

Day 8 ended.

It Never Changed - Day 7

Carl put all that past him. Not that he wants to ever remember all that ever again. Let the past be the past and focus more on the future. Past is just like the history, there's nothing we humans could change. All that we can do is to just learn from it and never repeat the same mistake ever again.

One day, during the normal school days, when everyone just got back from recess. Carl saw three silhouettes coming from his class. It was Gab and her friends. Carl saw her face brimming with smiles. She looks embarrassed. But from what, he doesn't know. That have really poked his curiosity, he really wants to find out what has happen. But, he can't just ask her out of the blue can he? It's not good to busy body. That would surely give a bad impressions to Gab. "Oh well, whatever" he said.

So, since he already reaches his class, he quickly went to his seat. There, his he wants to take out his textbooks. Suddenly he finds a letter from under the table. "A letter? What letter is this?", with curiosity he open and read it. The hand writings are so cute, from that he knows that its from a girl. The language is cute and polite so its totally not from a man that just wants to prank him. So, he continued reading it. One of the contents was that, "You're eyes is so beautiful, it's cute especially when you "besar besarkan mata tu", you're nail are so beautiful, who is Cindu? Haaaa probably she heard about it from the boys or accidentally heard about it when the boys pranked Carl by shouting her name randomly. Lastly, there's a halal logo suddenly came out of nowhere. Carl can't hold his laughter, one because it's funny and cute, seconds he is very happy about it. Did somebody likes me? But who is it? She could at least write her name! Boy, he sure is excited.

He then looked around to see whether there's people around him. He then hide it under his table. Then, Carl went out of the classroom for a while. His brothers then came and asked him, "why are u smiling like a psycho right now? Carl tried to hide it from them, but suddenly one of them go to his table and accidentally saw the letter. Carl with a nervous look. The dude then look at it and read it. "Guys look at this! Carl got a love letter!" Everyone the goes woowwww! "Oh god, why didn't I put it in my bag?" With a little bit of depression there. The boys seems so excited. "Wow, Carl now you got an admirer! Do you know who it is?" Carl just nod off, no I don't. Then they just say congratulations. "I'm sure he's gonna smile all day once he gets home or jump on his bed like a happy little child". "No, he's going to frame the letter and hang it on his wall!".

"How the hell did the guys know"? Carl said it on his mind. Anyway, Carl does seem to be happy. I mean it's like a dream for every boy to get a love letter and those dream now has been a reality for Carl. Thank you ;).

Day 7 ended.