Melancholia

Baggy eyes, wrinkles and chapped lips. It could clearly be seen as he stares at his own reflection on the old and dusty mirror. His fingers shake, bringing the rusty razor-blade wobbling to his skin in zig zag lines. His tears speed down on his face like shooting streak down skies.  This boy has abandoned the love for his body and as he slices that soft thin epidermis, he gasps.

Out of regrets, mentally traumatized, he talks to himself

“What have I done? I’m now a criminal!”

The water keeps on falling to the palm of his hand as he forgot to close the water pipe. He washes his face with the water that have the smell of an iron. He cries again as he remembered how his beloved angel dumped him, how his friends turned their back at him and how he accidentally murdered his own teacher.  His mind suddenly starts to blur, and then it fades into pitch black. Suddenly, the memories of a few hours ago came back at him.

The morning dew starts to fall from it’s fresh green leaves, the birds are happily singing and the sun rises up. He came out from his house and starts his journey to his torture dungeon, school.

“Looks like I’m early today” Him while whistling.

Arrive at school, attending the classes like he always do every day. Nothing out of the ordinary. Until the recess time, his girlfriend suddenly sends him a message, that they can no longer be together and they should stop seeing each other.  Not satisfied with the text, he quickly run as fast as lightning, trying to find the girl, but what shattered his heart the most is, the girl is currently eating, laughing and having fun with another guy. Now he knows that he has been dumped. Tears start to fall from his eyes and dampen his cheeks.

The school bell rang again, to show that the break was over,  everyone hurriedly went to their respective classroom. But not for this boy, he walks slowly like the time was slowed down. Of course, he reach the class a bit late from the others.  The teacher shouts at him but the boy didn’t give any responses, he continue walking to his desk like nothing happens. Making the teacher turned into a mad bull and the teacher slap him.

The boy’s anger surfaces, like been possessed by an evil demon he shouts back at the teacher. Much to startles the teacher but it doesn’t end like that. The boy have gone really mad, losing his mind he strangles the teacher with both of his hand. Causing the teacher too meets her death. The whole class have gone panic. The scene was ugly indeed.

The boy suddenly regain back his consciousness but it’s a little bit too late, the crime has already been committed. He is still inside of his bathroom. Suddenly, he could hear a knock from the door. He is down to the wire, it’s the police and he is very sure of it.

“Time to face my judgement” With a faint smile and low voice, he walks away and surrendered himself to the police.